Is he worth it?
I know you are so in love, but you are young...with youth comes stupidity.
I hope you realize that you are losing a lot of friends, allies, and general supporters by continuing to act the way you are.
You'll have no one left to crawl back to when it's over. It's unwise to shut doors and burn bridges like that, its just stupid. But, it seems, so are you.
With that said, I bid you adieu...