I need to focus.

I need to focus more on school. On where I am going. On what I want to do. I need to get my act together, and start going to every class. I need to enroll for the next semester.

I need to restructure my finances. I blow so much money on stupid and useless crap. I spent $4,300 last year between Dunkin' Donuts and Starbucks. What could you do with four grand? I'm a financial black hole. What the hell is wrong with me?

I need to invest more. Yep, I lost some money with Generex Biotechnology or whatever the fuck it is, but that oughtn't stop me. I need to stop focusing on the assets I wish to attain, and more on how I am going to attain them.

I need to get out more. I live in, or, well, near a huge metropolitan city that I know basically nothing about. I need more friends in the area, and I need to be more social.

I have to get back in shape. It seems that it's always my New Year's resolution, but that I rarely follow through.

I suppose that this is just another rant. But, more introspective. I don't like the direction in which my life is going. I don't hate it, but it's not my preferred course. How can I expect anything in my life to change, if I don't?

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