Well, Dan had his surgery today. I know its not a major procedure, but I'm worried for him.

Today, being a holiday from school, I went to Sam's house. We had a thousand pounds of food admists a familial civil war. After that, we went to the Jensens.

We decided that we were going to let Sam drink in Robinson Park. So we went to Robinson. Andy had to get gas, but myseriously appeared as we were walking to a secluded spot. Sam had her rum and coke, and Andy left to go to a dentist appointment.

Then we went back to the Jensens and hung out in the basement. Erik left to go to Jay's, and Sam, Andy, and I went to pick up some stuff in Longmeadow and drop it off at ATC Audio. About half way through this trip, I learn that Sam is texting Phil.

And, to make things even better, Sam will be ditching me to hang out with them tonight. Now, this makes me a little upset. Allow me to explain why:

A) Sam and I were hanging out, and, apparently, on a finite schedule. If I were hanging with Sam, and someone called I would have turned down the plan on sheer propriety.

B) This makes me feel inferior to these assholes. I think it upsets me most for that Sam chooses them over me. The two that she claimed to have hated so much, that can apparently offer more than I can.

C) This makes me realize that Sam is a totally selfish person. After I explained how I felt, she calmly replied to me, "I know how you feel, but I don't care."

Whatever. TTFN.

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