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2.08.2006
Paris.
Long time, no post... so much to tell.
I'm done with/completely over Mike. Deleted from phone. Removed from Buddy List. Deleted all emails. Deleted all old MySpace comments. Gone. Just... No, I'm not going to go into it. But, he's bye-bye.
Upon making this realization that I've wasted so much on him, I was suddenly bashed upside the head with this overwhelming tidal wave of happiness. It was very much like the tsunami of '05, and I only survived it by hanging onto a tree...
Anyway. He's gone, and that's that.
As I was saying. I'm, quite simply put, happy with my life. I got accepted to college, but the attendance policy is going to kill me. I've already missed four days, and I've got what seems like an eternity in front of me. When considered in the overall sense, it's only a few months. I can do that, right? Now, zoom into my little life, and it seems like soooooo llllllllllllllllooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnngggggggggggggg. It's kinda like seeing the Great Wall of China from space.
I feel closer to Erik. I've been talking to him more than usual and it's good. I like our relationship very much. We are just friends, but he's awesome. He said it's kinda like we're in a relationship but not.
Phil's been kinda weird lately. He's just ... distant. I think he's really upset over something, a.k.a. James, and he's just smothering it. I really wish he'd talk to me about stuff like that. My relationship with Erik is completely different than the one of I have with Phil. I value them both very, very much... but sometimes Phil can be difficult. I can talk to Erik about anything. Any-fucking-thing. But, I feel as though I must be careful about what I say around Phil. And, if I tell him something or ask for advice, it usually comes to me in the form of 'I don't care.'
Meh. Another rock in the gravel road of Kris and Phil, I guess.
I also feel closer to Sam. When she isn't bitchy she really can be a lot of fun. Right now, we are writing a song about the attendance policy.
WEll, I must cut this short, out to dinner. Much love.
I'm done with/completely over Mike. Deleted from phone. Removed from Buddy List. Deleted all emails. Deleted all old MySpace comments. Gone. Just... No, I'm not going to go into it. But, he's bye-bye.
Upon making this realization that I've wasted so much on him, I was suddenly bashed upside the head with this overwhelming tidal wave of happiness. It was very much like the tsunami of '05, and I only survived it by hanging onto a tree...
Anyway. He's gone, and that's that.
As I was saying. I'm, quite simply put, happy with my life. I got accepted to college, but the attendance policy is going to kill me. I've already missed four days, and I've got what seems like an eternity in front of me. When considered in the overall sense, it's only a few months. I can do that, right? Now, zoom into my little life, and it seems like soooooo llllllllllllllllooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnngggggggggggggg. It's kinda like seeing the Great Wall of China from space.
I feel closer to Erik. I've been talking to him more than usual and it's good. I like our relationship very much. We are just friends, but he's awesome. He said it's kinda like we're in a relationship but not.
Phil's been kinda weird lately. He's just ... distant. I think he's really upset over something, a.k.a. James, and he's just smothering it. I really wish he'd talk to me about stuff like that. My relationship with Erik is completely different than the one of I have with Phil. I value them both very, very much... but sometimes Phil can be difficult. I can talk to Erik about anything. Any-fucking-thing. But, I feel as though I must be careful about what I say around Phil. And, if I tell him something or ask for advice, it usually comes to me in the form of 'I don't care.'
Meh. Another rock in the gravel road of Kris and Phil, I guess.
I also feel closer to Sam. When she isn't bitchy she really can be a lot of fun. Right now, we are writing a song about the attendance policy.
WEll, I must cut this short, out to dinner. Much love.
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