Him.
He called me.
Sigh.
Is it some strange coincidence that today I was realizing for the first time how lonely I've become, and it is also the day that he wants to reach out? He was my best friend - we did everything together. When I came home today, I resolved myself to watching TV alone because there was no one else to watch with me. The thought of how much I missed him crossed my mind, as it had dozens of times before, about three hours before he ... well. Whatever.
This is not going to be easy. :-/