Well, lots of stuff is going on.

I just quit Stop and Shop. I hated the union. It hurt me, which, isn't what the union is supposed to do. I'm too young to recieve any of the benefits, and it holds me back. Unions in general are communist. It's a whole, entire system based on rewarding non-production. It's anti-capitalist. Well, that's that.

I have a new job. It's everything I wanted in a part-time teenage job. I really like it so far. I actually have responsibility.

WELL, THERE'S MORE F-ING DRAMA >:-O

Dan is pissed at me; Well, I think he is. He'd probably deny that he's angry with me, but I can tell just by the way he talks to me. Let me explain why...........

It all started when I learned that Michelle has instructed Dan to spend less time with me. Dan told me that she didn't approve of our friendship, but I never realized that it was this bad. What did I do to her? From talking to various people, I've learned that Michelle thinks that I'm trying to break them up, she thinks that I'm a drunk, and she doesn't like that I smoke occassionally. She doesn't like that I'm sexually active. Please bear in mind that I have not heard anything from Michelle because she's been avoiding me and my phone calls.

Well, that's just it. Dan doesn't like the fact that I called her. Well, Dan, I'm sorry, but she is creating a problem that doesn't need to be there. I'm trying to get to the root of it, and fix it.

If she really does hate me for those reasons, then she really hates just about everyone I know... When this issue is resolved, I shall post of it further.

Dan also thinks that I violated his trust. He says that he she told him 'in confidence' and he todl me 'in confidence.' Well, for one thing, he didn't tell me. He probably did not do this as to avoid me going over to her house, with him in tow, and demand immediate resolution... that's just how I roll. ;-) And for another thing, how does he tell me that I'm the cause of an apparent problem that I don't even understand, and NOT expect me to do anything about it? I just don't understand him sometimes...

This just reminds me of the whole Jay thing. It's like, how could he tell me, and expect me to do nothing. In that case Erik was being hurt and didn't know it, and this case it was me being hurt and not knowing. Well, I found out, and I did what needed to be done. Well, I'm trying at least. Michelle won't call me back.

Moving on to Erik. He's been going to Robbie's an awful lot, and it's a long trip. I'm kinda concerned that he might be jumping into another relationship too fast, but that's his choice. He's 18, he can do what he wants. One thing that I wish to caution him about is what he's not doing up here. Does everyone remember that thing Erik does when he starts a relationship? Basically neglecting his friends, and spending every free second with the person he likes? Well, it's happening again. It doesn't really bother me that we hang out less, because we still do get to hang out, and I'm over his house almost everyday anyway. I know that Cait is, and some others are upset because they feel that he ditched them to hang out with Robbie. For the record, though I don't know him well, he seems kinda... juvenile. He reminds me of Austin Powers, only without the accent and sixties clothes, and with more peircings.

I really hate all this drama. It seems that everytime I clear it up, it just comes back. Assholes.

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What else??? Oh, yes. It cost me $30 to fill my gas tank the other day. I was pissed! I have never spent THIRTY FUCKING DOLLARS on gas for that car. That car has awesome mileage. I really pitty some people, though. Lol. Like, people with SUVs... they spend about $80 to fill their tanks. More power to 'em if they can afford it, and they don't really care. But, jeeze. $30...

In other news, the Jensen's cousin, Colin, is over. He's driving me crazy. He's eight. We share the living room. I wonder how the other Jensen cousin, Josh, is doing. Erik and I were talking about him while we were at the cottage, and I didn't realize that he's trapped like he is. Its really kinda sad, and I feel bad for him. I should call him...

On to politics, how twisted would a Hillary Clinton and John McCain ticket be?! Man, I don't think it'll happen, but it could... it's politics, anything possible. If Hillary were VeeP, it'd be even more possible. I don't understand how so many people like her.

The bank's being an aaaaaaaasssssssshhhhhhhhooooooooollllllllleeeeeee. When I closed my account at BankNorth, they wouldn't issue me a debit card without my mom's signature... well, I was moving out, so I didn't have the option of saying 'hey, mom come on down to the bank here and sign this thingy so I can get me a handy-dandy debit card,' so I closed the account and opened one at Bank of America. Well, come to find out, after I've ordered a new card twice that they no longer issue debit cards to persons under the age of 18 regardless if there is another name on the account. Bastards. The world's out to get me.

Also, I am shocked to find out how little information there is on the web about hydrogen. There's shit. I went to this antique shop in town near the high school, and they let you use these stacks of paper kept in between two hard sheets of woody material. I forgot what they call them, but one side of the stack is bound so that you can open it to any one of the papers. There's information printed on the papers, and you can go to any page almost like you'd scroll on a computer. It's a nifty little thing. This place even lets you take them out, if you bring them back.

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